Health Issues :(
December 16th, 2004 05:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skrobertsI have severe problems with acne. I haven't grown out of it, I doubt I ever will. There isn't a day I'm not in pain, physically and/or mentally. It's not always terrible, but it's a constant in my life.
I'm having to go back on a medication I really didn't want to do again. It's not that I had any adverse effects or anything, but I really don't want to have to be doing this again, having my blood drawn every single month. I suspect the first time I was on it set in motion my near phobia of having my blood drawn, because I can't stopping myself from passing out, no matter what I do. Passing out scares me, and therefore, having blood drawn scares me. Add to that, that this will totally cause havoc with my class schedules since I go to school away from home, the future isn't looking all sparkly for me.
I've tried. There are no other options left. This is the only thing that's possibly going to make me feel better. I'm just very unhappy right now. I hate that my genetics are so seemingly screwed up that it's caused this much upset for me my whole life.
I'm going to go curl up in a ball in the corner now...
I'm having to go back on a medication I really didn't want to do again. It's not that I had any adverse effects or anything, but I really don't want to have to be doing this again, having my blood drawn every single month. I suspect the first time I was on it set in motion my near phobia of having my blood drawn, because I can't stopping myself from passing out, no matter what I do. Passing out scares me, and therefore, having blood drawn scares me. Add to that, that this will totally cause havoc with my class schedules since I go to school away from home, the future isn't looking all sparkly for me.
I've tried. There are no other options left. This is the only thing that's possibly going to make me feel better. I'm just very unhappy right now. I hate that my genetics are so seemingly screwed up that it's caused this much upset for me my whole life.
I'm going to go curl up in a ball in the corner now...
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Date: December 16th, 2004 03:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: December 16th, 2004 09:57 pm (UTC)*sigh* I'm sorry I'm not alone... *pats you*
If you ever need to talk Hun I'm just an email away.
Thank you muchly. *imbibes huggles* I'm much better after distracting myself with dinner and movie with my parents. There may even be a bubble bath in my near future. :)
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Date: December 17th, 2004 05:00 am (UTC)LOL Bubble baths are wonderful!!! Especially if you're home alone and no one is banging on the door to hurry up *snerk*