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Finally heard from my doctor... The flutters are because of something called PVCs -- Premature Ventricular Contractions -- which means that the bottom part of my heart is acting too early when it contracts or squeezes to pump the blood. It's not synchronized to the rest of what the heart is doing, so it causes inefficient blood flow. The racing is sinus tachycardia. My heart speeds up for no apparent reason, but apparently, it's normal in some people. They didn't mention anything about my irregular heartbeat, but that could just be the way my heart is.

So what's causing this? They don't know. But they tell me to lay off the caffeine... which is a useless suggestion because I don't intake that much caffeine, for cryin' out loud, which I've told them already. However, it could be because of one of the allergy medications I take, which apparently has a lot of caffeine in it. Also, there's a good chance that it's caused or at least aided by stress and worry. Since I'm really not playing around when I say I'm OCD -- which is an anxiety disorder -- there isn't much chance of fixing that because, heck, half the time I can't even tell when I'm stressed/worried. ::sigh::

So what can I do make this stop? Nothing. As far as the caffeine, my only option would to be to stop my allergy meds. And since I rather like BREATHING, that's not going to happen. For the stress/worry, hello, I'm a college student! Chilling out is not likely to happen. I'll just have to deal with the heart things. But I'm certainly going to keep an eye on them. If they get worse, I'm bugging my doctor again to find a way to make it stop!

Yet another drabble series. What else was I supposed to do with two words?! Convention is in Part 2. Callipygian is in Part 3. All parts 100 words each. (I rule.)

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Title: Effigy
Prompt: "convention" & "callipygian"

Oyi.

What the hell happened?

I can't remember.

All I know is whatever it was, it hurt.

My whole body aches...

Head... Chest... Back... Knees... Legs... Arms...

Wait.

Make that arm...

I can't feel my left arm.

That can't be good.

And I can't see.

Is everything just really dark?

God, I hope so.

I don't hear anything, either -- except for my ragged breathing.

At least my hearing works.

But still, I don't know what happened to me.

I don't know where I am.

I don't know where my team is.

So, what do I know?

This really sucks.

Oyi...

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Been lying here for who knows how long.

But I'm beginning to remember...

SG-1 came to a planet.

Met the people.

Daniel insisted on learning more about the local conventions.

Teal'c and I looked around.

I remember a castle-like structure.

Big rooms, lots of stone statues.

I remember a particularly busty female figure.

A loud noise.

The room shook.

My world tilted sideways.

Must have hit my head, because that's where everything ends.

I don't understand.

Teal'c was with me.

Is he hurt?

Why hasn't he helped me?

What caused the room to crumple?

Why does thinking hurt so much?

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Everything is still dark, but I can see shapes.

Now, I can even see why I can't feel my arm.

That statue I was admiring is on top of me.

How am I going to explain this to ol' Doc Frasier?

"What, ah, those bones? Oh, they were crushed by the callipygian curves of a piece of rock."

I bet I'd get a look out of her if I actually said it in those words.

Oyi, I'm babbling.

I think I'm not doing so well here.

I really shouldn't sleep with a head injury and all.

But I'm so tired.

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Whoa, different surroundings.

The Infirmary.

"Jack, you're awake!"

Oh, look. My entourage is here.

"Wha happened?"

"The Goa'uld attacked. The building you were in took a direct hit."

"Ah. So that's how I became a human pancake..."

"I tried to awaken you after you were injured, O'Neill, but I could not. I thought it best to leave and gather assistance."

"But you're okay?"

"I am."

"We got the locals to safety, sir, but the attack continued. Sorry it took so long to get to you."

"But everyone's okay?"

"We're fine, sir."

"Good."

Questions quelled.

Now I can finally sleep easy.

Author's Note: convention -- a practice widely observed in a group, especially to facilitate social interaction; a custom ... callipygian -- having beautifully proportioned buttocks

Date: June 29th, 2004 03:34 am (UTC)
ext_33206: (Default)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
E-mail notification is strange these days. Better that than posting and commenting though. I only got mails for half of my comments yesterday.

I will look more into it, though, and see if it can help me

I almost doubt that. Woodruff is almost extinct (probably part of the reason why no one has ever heard of it) and everything we have with woodruff now is just the artificial flavor. I think that would lack the healing power. I just thought it was a little bit funny, when you said, I was you psychiatrist and could help you an the next thing I do is answer a comment for Luna and the page that I look it up at says, that woodruff was used to help with nervousness and irregular heart beats.

Six episodes are bad. You need to stop thinking about it. You need to get distracted. PM me your home address at Wesleys/c please.

To bad I have to start to work on Thursday. I won't be able to stay up that long anymore and will have more stuff to do during my free time. I'll still try not to cut back on stupid comments in your lj. ;)

I don't think it is really that bad. A lost of people do have irregular heart beats. I know some of them. Don't worry about it to much. You will be fine.

*hugs*

Date: August 3rd, 2004 01:40 pm (UTC)
ext_33206: (muffins by muffinmonster)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
Yeah, lj is being funny. Not.

And I hate that my package didn't arrive. Alli's didn't either. What happened to 'three weeks'? When did postal service become so slow? And why did KJ get hers after five days?

Well, it will be good 'til Christmas. And by that time you'll have two packages waiting for you.

And I'm glad your condition got better.

*hugs you*

Date: August 4th, 2004 04:46 am (UTC)
ext_33206: (bugger by october_fay)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
I think it always has been.

I don't think so. Jen and Matt got their's in the three week limit. KJ even got hers in 5 days. Tobi was the first, that arrived later than I thought it would. Alli's is more than five weeks at the moment. And your's is late too. :(

The Postal Fairies better stop playing with my stuff. I might have to send Wes their way, to tell them to bugger off.

I'm all afraid to send you your real birthday present now. Because I don't want it to be lost somewhere. :,(

Date: August 5th, 2004 09:30 am (UTC)
ext_33206: (rr by the evil evil lornyloo)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
But I really can't risk it. I might send it via air mail. If I win the lottery that is. ;)

Don't worry, you'll get it somehow. It wants to be with you. You probably won't like it anyway, but I want you to have it.

And if the mean fairies do anything to it, I'll hunt them down and torture them in a way they can't even imagine.

Date: August 6th, 2004 06:17 am (UTC)
ext_33206: (rr made by obscure_vision)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
*jumps up and down*

Finally.

Alli's still didn't arrive and I sent her's before I sent yours. :(

which makes me almost drop the whole thing in laughter?

Good thing you didn't drop it. Could have hurt the Jerk Mouse. *gg*

Of the gummies, so far I have only tried the little licorice/gummy bats (which are very interesting, BTW)

I love them too. I like the mix of licorice and wine gum. And they are supposed to be vampires and I love vampires.

Oh, and if the little goldbären are anything like the gummy part of the bats, then those are exactly how my Gummy Bears taste.

They are a tiny bit different. But Goldbären are HARIBO's best seller. Germans just love them. I'm not that fond of the white ones, but they are okay, if I eat them in combination with a red or orange one.

I've needed a mug for my dorm room, and ding, now I have one!

Good thing it arrived in time. I'm still mad, that half of my packages aren't arriving in the time frame, the Lady at the postal service told me they would. Hope Alli will get her's soon. I don't want to have to send a second one.

It will now warm my beverages and my heart, 'cause I'll think of you. :)

Awwwwwwww. *hugs you*

And now you can put it in front of your computer and turn the mouse the way that your Jerk Muffin and the Jerk Mouse could stick out their tongues to each other, like your Jerk Muffin always does with the Jerk Mouse on my wall.

"Wait... It's all pink. Is this really from Roadie?!"

I actually wanted to say to the wrapping lady, that I had changed my mind and it is for a boy. But she already is very strange and she shouldn't think I'm strange too and try to bond over or strangeness or something. The older paper was with football players and sports guy for boys and I think the girl one had baby animals on it. I thought you might enjoy those more and then the pink came.

And I'm glad I could make you laugh a bit. I just wanted to clarify, that I didn't chose pink. I don't contribute to the spreading of the pink darnit.

I assure you, my heart is much better now. And it seems KJ's is better or getting better

Yap, I'm doing the happy dance because of this all the time.

I hope your kidney condition isn't too bad!

No, it is okay. Could be better, but it is still going almost strong. The heat is troubling me a bit at the moment though, because I already have a bad circulation, because of my meds and the constant sun burning down on me isn't helping. But it is okay, when I lay in bed and make somst rests inbetween everything. And I can use those rests to catch up on 'Monk' and 'Stargate'. I'm almost done with 'Monk'.

Now, if all chocolate was like that, I'd be in serious trouble.

There are dozens of Milka chocolate variations here. I prefer Kinderschokolade though. I might send you some of that for your birthday/Christmas or something like that. But for some reason, every American wants me to send them Milka chocolate, so I thought I give it a try and try to convert you to the goodness that is chocolate.

This whole package just brighten my week. MEGA THANKS!!

You are so welcome. Thanks for making me all these wonderful icons and wallpapers and banners and whatnot. Even though you are not exclusively making them for me. I really enjoy them. And I love your end of the week posts. And of course you brought 'Stargate' into my world with Danny and all the nice people on lj, that I met through the show. I wouldn't want to miss it. *huggles and squeezles you*

I hate the 4300 symbols rule for lj comments ;)

Date: August 6th, 2004 06:18 am (UTC)
ext_33206: (Wes by remember_nomore)
From: [identity profile] roadrunner1896.livejournal.com
You don't even have to eat a muffin in my honor this week if you don't want to. ;)

Funny. Usually I get a muffin on Friday (End of the Week post day ;)) mornings and eat it while at work. Today I didn't eat it. I still have it. It is sitting right in front of me right now. I think it was begging me for mercy all day long or it was just to hot for me to eat anything, I'm dying here. And now I might not eat it at all. It is a nutty muffin, in honor of Jacks quote yesterday too. Yeah, I plan my sacrifices carefully. *gg*

Is there anything from the U.S. you'd like? Want to try Spree? More Skittles? Root beer?!

If you send root beer, I might have to kill you. I ordered more Skittles from a friend and we will get them in Germany soon. I don't know what Spree is, but you can feel free to send me anything from the US. Though I don't like most of your candy stuff. And you don't really have to send anything to me.

*lots of huggles back at you*

P.S. As I wrote this note, I got an email notification, that the package for Alli arrived, too. So I'm a very happy person right now. *does the happy Roadie dance*