I'm shattered
March 19th, 2004 09:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skrobertsStargate SG-1: “Lost City, Part 2”... I can’t even watch it again yet to give a review.
All I can say right now is that I literally had my jaw dropped open for the last 5 or so minutes of the episode. That was about 50 minutes ago, and I have been crying ever since.
Right now, I can't think. I'm cold and starting to become numb. If I crawled into a ball and died right now, I don't think I'd much care. One of the only things in my life worth living for has been taken away. And I will not be a whole and happy person until they give it back.
You will likely not get a drabble from me anytime soon. I don’t think I can manage it, especially with that word.
I’m not trying to be overly dramatic. I’m just really hurting right now.
I’m going to find a dark room, now, and cry myself to sleep. Someone wake me in July.
No drabble. No funny randomness. No useless website. (Maybe later, though.)
The Happy Muffin I was is gone. I don’t know what I am now.
All I can say right now is that I literally had my jaw dropped open for the last 5 or so minutes of the episode. That was about 50 minutes ago, and I have been crying ever since.
Right now, I can't think. I'm cold and starting to become numb. If I crawled into a ball and died right now, I don't think I'd much care. One of the only things in my life worth living for has been taken away. And I will not be a whole and happy person until they give it back.
You will likely not get a drabble from me anytime soon. I don’t think I can manage it, especially with that word.
I’m not trying to be overly dramatic. I’m just really hurting right now.
I’m going to find a dark room, now, and cry myself to sleep. Someone wake me in July.
No drabble. No funny randomness. No useless website. (Maybe later, though.)
The Happy Muffin I was is gone. I don’t know what I am now.
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Date: March 20th, 2004 10:14 pm (UTC)I know... I need to go look at baby ferrets!! Fuzzy happy fun!